Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Shopped awhile in town just now.

shopping list

- tops from zara and mng
-jacket from zara
-skirt from imp
-perfumes

sponsers please?

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Im easily distracted and affected by things around me these days.
I got upset over the slightest thing.
I cant stop myself from feeling weird.
Everything seems wrong to me.
Happiness is fading.
Can someone tell me what is life all about?
I cant get myself back.
Where is the real me?
Im so confused and lost.
I cant think well.
Im losing confidence in everything.
I need guidance.
I dont know what im looking forward to and what i want in life.
Im so so screwed up, my life is in a total mess.
How can i feel better?
Crying, screaming? I really dont know.
I need a break from all that im goin through.
Im breaking down, everything is tearing me apart.
The strong side me is getting weaker by days.
I dont know how long i can last.
Im pushing myself hard so i can move on as normal.
But im so so affected by what some did and said.
All i want is to forget bout the past and move on.
I dont want any to talk or discuss about me and my life.
Im losing control of my life and emotions.
Im sucha loser.

New life for me please?